July 20, 2012

Ramadhan is approaching..

Hyee bloggers... Its seem a long time i didnt open n update my bloggy.. Firstly,i dont know why my lappy cannot sign in to my blog..sekarang nie pun i update using my ipad..x bestt..x leh upload gamboo.. Maybe dia x nk aku leka sgt depan comp kut...huihui... Secondly,the clinical world is totally different from preclinical... More stressful..dulu beria nk masuk clinical years,skrg menangis.. Dulu pergi kelas x yh sibuk2 nk prepare pape,skrg kena baca dulu b4 going to class,otherwise ur lecturer will smashed you at that time..,wahaha.. Sekarang aku posting o&g..and aku rasa department nie yg paling penat other than the other posting... Tp posting nie teach me a lot lot of things..we learn something new..and semakin byk kebesaran allah yg kita taw.. I have seen 3 normal delivery...2 of them nak melahirkan anak pertama...ya allah,baru aku taw betapa sakitnya ibu ibu kita melahirkan kita..dua kali aku bergenang air mata saw those normal deliveries.. Tp allah itu maha besar...setiap kali si ibu melahirkan anak dia,dia akan lupa mcm mana sakitnya ketika melahirkan anak tu..kalau dia igt setiap detik apa yg terjadi,mmg ramaila yg x nak mengandung lagi lepas give birth anak pertama kan..haha.. Tp lepas je si ibu melahirkan anak dia,nurse akan bg si ibu tgk anak dia n baca bila tarikh dan waktu dia melahirkan anak tu..time tu,ramai ibu2 yg menangis..dgn ak yg kat tepi tu pun sebak jgk..seriously,sebak.. Sebab tu my lecturer selalu nasihat kami..syurga tu di bawah tapak kaki ibu...igt..jgn sesekali menderhaka dekat ibu..and dia ada jugak berpesan,kalau kita wanita tu dah berkahwin,jgn sesekali halang dan dengki pada suami kalau suami nak berbuat baik pada ibunya kerana allah akan jaga ibu kita bg pihak kita..herm,mcm tazkirah dah aku rasa..tapi mmg betul,lecturer tu suka sgt bg tazkirah kat kitorg..hewhew... Okay,now aku rasa yg tajuk post aku x sesuai pun dgn apa yg aku tulis..huhu.. Right now,im very sad bcoz cannot celebrate first fasting at home..dekat rumah,all my siblings include my granny pun hado sekali taw..sedihhhh,nk balikkk...tp keadaan tidak mengizinkan..such a mess! Anyway,muslim n muslimat,lets us change ourself to be a better muslim and make our ramadhan this year more meaningful and get blessing from allah..ameen...